You know that moment when you have a ship ‘so canon it hurts’ and it’s all aawww and meeew and all and you’re all happy.
And then, there is this moment when you start to actually believe in it.
That your otp could be canon.
There is a moment when you turn from the ‘haha it’s gonna beeeee canon - yeah I know it’s a gay pairing I’m just kidding’ to the ‘Oh…my…could it…could it BE canon? Holy shit it can. It can.”
And this moment is happening rn for me and it’s fucking fricking me out.